Deciding Factor

Today, I am happy to say that I declined the offer. I had a breather from my thinking cap and just tossed it aside. I said I should decide from my heart and mind. Both of them in tandem, I chose temporary full-time motherhood to prioritize my son over my job. Why? I realized the facts rather late... The deciding factor (though not mentioned in the resignation letter) was the job was risky. It required me to do some "mountaineering". I was scared of what might happen to me out in the field. To add insult to injury, we did not have health insurance, transportation allowance (not even transportation vehicle), and food allowance. We just depended on our salary. To top it all, our boss did not care about us. He did not give us moral support. :(

It was a major record breaker. For somebody who worked for 3 multi-national companies for years, and then tried her 'luck' in the government sector, I survived for only 1 month. I resigned from my job today. I guess I did the decision-making process well, no matter how confusing it was at first. I am not just sure yet if I made the right decision. I am praying I did. :)